The title is basically self explainitory, I see without a clouded mind, what's really going on.
After talking with you last night for almost 3 HOURS. I see where your coming from and how you feel, and I feel as though I made a dent in that wall you built, we broke down together and facing the facct we have to deal with this. I understnad your choice. I know you tried and that you just can't. To be perfectly honest, I will always love you for what you did for me, you made a mark in my life, and seeing you go makes my heart break, but it's something you need to do and you can't do anything otherwise, if you change your feelings, just come to me and hug me. I'll know. I know you. So, to end this nicely and honestly, I'm going to miss you a lot, I really am, but happiness is in my grasp and I cannot let it go. And you understand that, and Im glad SOMEONE DOES. I will still always ask you to come back though, you know I never give up :P
YOU ARE AMAZING AND MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE.
Amy I love you. :)
You have been there and we've gone through so muchh together. AND were going to Canada and LA. Im so stoked we get to be together even more :) I think Taylors right, when we go to Keene, were gonna be lesbians <3 But awesome ones :)
What we've gone though, tears, jealously, love, worry, all of it, you name it. We did it. And thats what makes us so close, we just are so alike, as Dylan says in our quest for boys, haha. But that's ok. We are able to work everything out for everything, we're always there for each other. I know that if something is ever wrong with me or I'm in a pickle, i call you, because you would rush right over to be there, because that's love, and you know I would do exactly the same, I came and visited you at work! How is that not love right there :)
You changed so much in my eyes. you stopped me and looked right at me and said "Im sorry I fucked you over, it wasnt right, and I didnt plan it the way I should have" I just wanted to cry. The look in your eyes, indescribable, but I'm going to try. The ice I had seen. Gone. Just gone. Same with today, you may have joked about it but your face lit up as soon as you saw me. And. . . just, wow. my heart felt so light, the sadness I'd been feeling for weeks and weeks, gone. You put on that face of hardness, like Ian, to cover what your truly feeling up, well, from now on, HONESTY IS OUR POLICY.
We need to tell each other whats really happening, and I wasn't either, Im not innocent either, we both need to work on this. If your as serious about this you tell me, this would be a breeze for you, just saying whats really on your mind and how you really feel. I have faith in you, I really do. I hope putting my heart on the line again will be worth it this time.
"And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today"
"If we could sit together a moment
And talk forever just to pass the time
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine
With your eyes are locked on mine
Oh we will fill the metro skies with country air
And when you close your tired eyes I'll meet you there
I'll meet you there
Deep inside of you there’s a ruby glow
And it gets brighter then you and I will ever know
There’s a rushing sound that surrounds us when we walk alone
And it’s everything we've never known
Wander down the streetAnd I would be the pavement beneath your feet
If we could just be immobile for some time
And finally figure out the way we feel
About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks
It still looks a bit surreal"
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