BIRTHDAYYYY XD

Yes, my birthday was yesterday, I finally turned 17. I feel like it's an accomplishment, but not one of the big ones, but it's up there I guess?
Anyway, This morning Amy was like "Im getting you a Pumpkin Latte!" Im just thinking, this girl legit does everything, And I don't like getting presents, I mean I do, I jsut feel awkward, Im not used to recieving so I dont really know what to say. But Yes Amy got me a Latte and Gone with the Wind. ONE OF MY MOST FAVORITE FUCKING MOVIES EVERRRRR!!!

And. . . Katie called me.
She wished me a Happy Birthday.
I was literally crying, my eyes filled with tears of pure joy from hearing her voice. I keeled over and died. I missed her so much. I cannot even explain how happy I was. My heart began to pound in my ears.

And of course, Nick had to make a comment,
In Psych I tell my friend Kyle it's my birthday. He wishes me a good one and we start watching the stupid video that Ms. Chokesondick made us watch. My phone suddenly vibrated and I was expecting a text from Taylor. Quite the opposite. Nick. Great.
"I said Happy birthday to you btw"
"When?"
"I Screamed it this morning"
"I would rather hear it kindly to my face"
"I didnt get anything"
"I wansn't expecting a gift from you anyway, were not dating"
"Ok"
The conversation ends for ten minutes.
"If you ever need to talk, I'll listen and dont make me brownies."
"What?"
No response. He keeps his head down and I return to Alice and Wonderland.


Later that night at my party:
New Text Meassage.
Nick: "You didnt wait for your Birthday hug btw, you walked away but happy bday and tell amy since I dont have her number fuck you thanks"
"You shouldve pulled me over. And why dont you tell her yourself? theres no reason to say that"
"Ok"
It ends for the last time and I havent spoken to him since.

Freaking A
Thats my day.
But my party was super awesome!!!
Ugh Im tired, My tea is ready and I need to lay down, I didnt sleep AT ALL last night. hahaha I was way too worried.



*~I feel like I have purpose, to hold my head up for a reason and for someone*~