Unbelievable

You've sunk this low.
I can't believe it.
You actually said that?
You were going to try and "Get me back"? YOU dumped ME. You really expect me to go back to that? I think not. You set me off. I could no longer control my limbs. The anger surged. I wanted to break your window. Smash it to pieces, just like you did to my heart. I kept pounding my feet to the ground. Unstoppable.
And you couldn't even look at me.
You coward. You use to always speak of how if someone gave you shit, you would stand up to them. Well, I did. And what did you do? Nothing at all.

Coward.

That's all I see you as. You had to lock the door and turn your music up. Im done with this, when I left, I was shaking, still no control over my body. I started to cry. As many looked on. I didn't care what they thought. You hurt me beyond repair.

But there is hope.

There is someone you know well, He's a sweetheart. He's kind. He may not know it yet, but Ive liked him for years. Since middle school. I just never really gained the courage to tell him. But now, with these open eyes, I think I can.

He makes me smile. TRULY smile.

And you may try to gain pity from me, you won't. the pity has dried up. It's gone

I hope you have fun with her, the short lived emotionless relationship you want with her.


*So now Ive hit the ground, neck snapped and blood pooling around. No one caught me. Surprised? Im certainly not.*