I hope your happy now, youve ended it all. We worked so hard to try and make it work. And you just give up? Wow. Just wow. That makes me feel so great. I just can't believe this. but at the same time, I do. But now, I feel as though a weight of worry has been lifted, I know I was never good enough, I never am. In every relationship I remind him of some other love. Now I don't even fee like me anymore. but Im not going to let you bother me because my misery will just feed your satisfaction, that goes to multiple people that will probably never read this. but I hope they do, so they know how fucked up they made my life.
Now Im done, Im so fucking done with this bullshit. I dont even want to bother holding my language because Im so angry and frustrated. I can't stand people coming and going.
And the fact that you LAUGH at me. You fucking laughed at me because I got dumped so unexpectadly. I cannot believe you. That is a new low, even for you. Just seeing your smiling face as I told my friend about my misery you laugh. Unbelievable. You have no idea. Not one. He broke my heart OVER A TEXT MESSAGE. Like I dont feel like shit enough? Thanks. Just thanks so much for being an asshole.
Im leaving this weekend. I hope I never come back. . .
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