I feel like now, with less major people in my life, I'm not as stressed out as I was. I'm not dealing with bitchy drama who wont get over boys, or the narcissitic assholes who try to change me. I feel much more simple. :)
I feel a new me coming :) I went shopping last week, and I didnt head for hot topic as soon as I got there, I did go of course, but it's not my major store. I want to express myself theough how I dress, and it makes me happy when people stop me and say "Hey, you look really pretty" It makes my heart leap and it makes me love myself for who I am. I care about how I look now and I feel amazing :D
I've also rekindled with old friends, many people don't like Brad, but he cares about me. I called him at midnight, crying, and he listened to me. He listened to me while he was getting out of work and stayed up to help me and I love him for that<3
Im not that sad little girl anymore who cuts herself to feel better. I have friends and a boyfriend who will listen to me. I was so upset yesterday, that I started to cry a little, Nick freaked out and held me and soothed me till i calmed down, even when his brother came in he freaked and told him to get out. I love him for that. he held me so close and whispered in my ear till I stopped.
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Yeah, my life is good right now, it's somewhat simple (Minus school) and I'm happy :)
Now, I need to make a plan for tuesday, because apparently, my grandmother wants to take me to Mass, to find a prom dress. I love my Memere<3
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