Corruption

This writing might be a little to graphic for young or sensitive people.
Read at own Caution, I beg you.


This vacation might have been one of the worst vacations I have ever had.
To start, my parents got in a huge fight that I fortunately did not witness. According to my brother who takes the part as "Belgium" Told me that they were arguing about my sister, my dad called my mom an ass and a bitch and she threw a plate and it shattered everywhere. My dad calls me saying to come home and take care of my brother. Mum takes off for the night and I try to cool everything down.

The next morning, my mum comes in my room and throws my duffel bag at me.
"Get up, pack your bag until Wednesday. We're leaving."
"Where are we going?"
"Massachusetts, pack your bag no or so help me you will never see any of your friends." I agree and pack my bag.
3 hours later we arrive in Peabody, Mass where I spend three, long, miserable days with my mother and siblings.

Second, My phone was stolen. It was my life, I had all my contacts, my appointments and my $25 phone cover. Gone.
I drop it in a parking lot, and instead of someone being kind and bringing it in the building, an employee stole it and denied taking it. My dad called the police and filed a report. But, I know it's not going to happen, I know it wont. I might as well cross my fingers and hope I can save my contacts if I get a new phone.

This, oh this, it saved my vacation, my life. It makes me feel real, raw, loved.
I am no longer pure.
I have given myself to him, I have never loved him more and I couldn't be happier. But, this is what happens, after, you feel guilt, you think "Is that it? Will he leave?" Well, after much disscussion, leaving is not his option.
Some will read this, and call me names and say I'm weak or a fool. You can go ahead and say it. But if you do, SAY IT TO MY FACE. I don't need cyber bullying nor do I have a phone you can text, only 4 people have the number.
He cacres about me and will and has done everything for me to show me he cares and to show the love he has. It shows to me that, being yourself, and as the say, honey attracts more bees than vinegar, Anyone will do anything for you, if you return it to them. Love is a two way street, and I find it funny for the people who don't see it.