its been forever. Since ive seen your face, heard your voice. And tomorrow, I will see you again. Feel you hold me tight. butterflies are invading me. twisting me every which way I can possibly imagine.
I got a journal for Christmas, I really needed it. Ive been writing in it nonestop, poems, thoughts and the raw emotions I feel at that moment. Its my new therepy returning to life again. How I missed it.
I know now that Im taking serious changes in my life, upon re-reading my journal from sophmore year, I realized it was a hard, raw year. It was difficult, and Im actually surprised I got through it. As I read it, I see now that those events and words and thoughts have turned me to a new direction, I feel as though Im in rehab, still battling, but healing.
Now Im ready to heal once and for all. I have you, and I have my best friend who will do ANYTHING for me. Its all I really need. Love. Pure love will get me through my past and help me become a stronger girl, a woman. I now admit, Im a smart, beautiful, charming woman, Ive become an adult. And now, Im facing everything head on, I can do it. And with you one either side of me, supporting me, we can do it. We can face everything and anything that comes our way.
Im not a solo act anymore.
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