Ugh, Holiday's. Do people really like the entire rush of travelling and seeing everyone again? Or do we just do it because we think it's right? I think it's really, a change of pace. I mean, I like it, to a degree of course. It's just, the holidays show who really cares and who doesn't.
Last year, I used all of my savings, slaved over hours making cards for the people I love. And what did I get? Virtually nothing. My best friend was going to write me a story but completely forgot about it. No one really came through. I'm not trying to rant over material things. Im just trying to get past that it shows who puts that effort for you. I did. And I got nothing? Well, shows who loves you. Shows who is really close to your heart.
Now, I don't look forward to anything. Just everyone else being happy, and me, just kinda sitting there. Im not wasting my time and money again this year. It's not worth it.
Happy Fucking Holiday's
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