Thursday, April 22, 2010

Change is good for the Soul

I want to be fully happy.

I don't want regrets anymore for the decisions I make. They are my choices and I should be happy with them.

"You aren't going out tonight. I'm taking your car."
"Thanks for asking mum."

I'm sick of having choices made for me. I'm 17 years old, I may act like a child, but I know when to be an adult at the same time.
It also sucks because I feel like a normal teenager by hating my parents. But to be honest, does everyone elses Mum beat the shit out of them emotionally and physically.

Divorce brings out the evil in everyone.

Daddy, don't go. Don't leave me with her. Please Daddy, Save me.

I can't watch it anymore, I feel negativity flow within me. I need to fly. Feel the wind blow through my hair. Smell the ocean again and let it burn my nostrils.

Summer is too far away.

For now though, I turn on disturbed and let it flow through my veins.
Close my eyes and shut me down.
Let me float away in peace.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

I needn't you

If your not my friend, stay out of my business and I don't need it disscussed around other people. Mind your own business and leave my life alone. You already left it once, just make up your mind.